My head was just starting to really get the waves, and my brain began to feel pleasure, a sensation I hadn’t only never felt, but really did not understand. Anal sex After a week of time with her and Scott I came out of my shell again and began to relax. Oh! What happened? Nnnnf. It was my first introduction to pure pleasure, and like most, I didn’t feel deserving of it. Aaarrhh!” Scott was panting and pumping. My head was swimming, and while all I got were a stream of panic thoughts, I still felt like I was not in control of my faculties. It turned into a fun night as mom kept dressing me in her outfits and having me look at myself. Sex felt nothing like how I had assumed from the joke of sexual education classes we had at school. By that Friday, my brother, sister and I were on our flight up to Colorado. I had wanted my virginity to be given to my first love, as we discovered sex together, when I was ready. OH!!!” I felt Scott go stiff and his hand on
